everything's fine so far... but i guess its time to start reading ST, I seriously have a miserable knowledge of current affairs! (or rather, less global issues classes, more drama tutorials! :D)

its the start of a new semester!

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shit i've got nothing to say.

sometimes i really wonder whats the point of keeping this blog... i have a lot to share, but i find it (increasingly) hard to express my feelings to people. am i an 'emotional stuffer'? idk.

a song im currently hooked on -

full of shit.

its been quite a while since i've updated huh... had a real busy holiday! Sichuan YEP, HMS FOC, outings with my YEP friends! and hello hello the SHEN sisters started our own blogshop!! http://amoursororite.blogspot.com/ please support! haha.

love YEP! seriously it was an eye opening experience, lazy to elaborate further but, haha, i had alot of fun in Sichuan... and i did something meaningful leh! ( but really cannot tahan their toilet. can faint.) okay shall upload the photos!

The "I" in me, my friend, dwells in the house of silince, and therein it shall remain for ever more, unperceived, unapproachable. I would not have thee believe in what I say nor trust in what I do--for my words are naught but thy own thoughts in sound and my deeds they own hopes in action.

When thou sayest, "The wind bloweth eastward," I say, "Aye, it doth blow eastward"; for I would not have thee know that my mind doth not dwell upon the wind but upon the sea.
Thou canst not understand my seafaring thoughts, nor would I have thee understand. I would be at sea alone.

When it is day with thee, my friend, it is night with me; yet even then I speak of the noontide that dances upon the hills and of the purple shadow that steals its way across the valley; for thou canst not hear the songs of my darkness nor see my wings beating against the stars--and I fain would not have thee hear or see. I would be with night alone.

When thou ascendest to thy Heaven I descend to my Hell--even then thou callest to me across the unbridgeable gulf, "My companion, my comrade," and I call back to thee, "My comrade, my companion"--for I would not have thee see my Hell. The flame would burn thy eyesight and the smoke would crowd thy nostrils. And I love my Hell too well to have thee visit it. I would be in Hell alone.

Thou lovest Truth and Beauty and Righteousness; and I for thy sake say it is well and seemingly to love these things. But in my heart i laugh at thy love. Yet I would not have thee see my laughter. I would laugh alone.

My friend, thou art good and cautious and wise; nay, thou art perfect--and I, too, speak with thee wisely and cautiously. And yet I am mad. But I mask my madness. I would be mad alone.
My friend, thou art not my friend, but how shall I make thee understand? My path is not thy path, yet together we walk, hand in hand.